goodbye: part 1 [18 Dec 2009|09:45pm] shikkokukori [ mood | happy ] DONE FINALS!!!!!!!!! leaving at 4am to nyc with the gog, and then boston on sunday for the YULE BALL! shmeeee only packing/parents to worry aboutttt for now... whew! 1 comment|post comment

Already? Really? [16 Dec 2009|04:13am] cassiopeia_lied [ mood | confused. ] For serious? Ryan Gofus is engaged? How am I at the age where all my childhood friends are getting married? When did this happen? When did we get old enough? Seriously? ..Seriously? 4 comments|post comment

Vive les dinosaures! [16 Dec 2009|01:57am] cassiopeia_lied [ mood | caffeinated. ] [ music | arcade fire + wake up. ] So tonight instead of writing my final big French paper, I made a tiny flying dino animation for Rich & Co. to use on the opening of their film. Good news: I can do it. Bad news: my French is not getting anywhere near done. One out of two's not bad. [3:47AM Edit: Also, just found out that Mr. Asshole from the end of last year has officially moved back here. I've never hated anyone as much I hate him. After seeing him on campus once this semester, I can't imagine running into him when it's just the two of us. I get nauseous thinking about it. What is that feeling? Betrayed? Maybe. I'm just left with this overwhelming "What the hell did I do?" and anger at all the hurtful things that he's thrown in my face. I hate knowing that he's out there around campus. I have fantasies of Rich running into him and taking a swing at him. This is going to come out wrong, but the closest analogy I've got is that it's like knowing your rapist is out there, free to run into you at any moment and you're powerless to stop it. I'm torn between wanting to ask him why and wanting to hurt him physically. The shittiest thing about this is I don't know how to let it go.] [4:02AM Edit: I'm losing my mind. I get so nauseous and so angry. I'm losing my mind.] post comment

umph. yo' feet's ugly. [15 Dec 2009|10:17pm] shikkokukori [ mood | pooptime ] finally just finished going through all the listening i'm supposed to be familiar with for my history of jazz exam. i started listening to them before 2pm. and now it's like 10pm. goddamn. there's a nice snowstorm happening right outside my window. i still have my two concert report papers to make up, jazz exam at 8am, and relationship psych at 4pm. lordy. on top of that, barely any tumgarettes left. also, kansas is here. i can't really explain why is it that his annoyance gets to me so much...... le sigh. why did i have to have the two exams of the two classes i'm doing worst in this semester be on the same day???? herbert rest now. 1 comment|post comment

$! [13 Dec 2009|03:35am] cassiopeia_lied [ mood | good stuff. ] [ music | bon iver + skinny love. ] So, last night I found out that my design for the new local Michiana Area Currency was picked to be printed! That means that for the next x-years my bills will be circulated in 7 counties in the Michigan/Indiana area. Now I don't feel so creepy for hiding out behind trees by the side of the road to get pictures of the Amish. Well okay, slightly less creepy. ( $$$ ) 2 comments|post comment

[10 Dec 2009|04:16pm] damnwenurkids [ music | kid cudi ] hey, whats up not much. 2 comments|post comment

Windchill, anyone? [10 Dec 2009|09:13am] cassiopeia_lied [ mood | thoroughly chilled. ] [ music | phosphorescent + wolves. ] As of 9:09AM today: Yes, that's a -20〫F windchill right there. In the daytime. And yes, I will be here for another year. post comment

Meow - paw paw - fishes all dead and gone to fishie heaven! [09 Dec 2009|07:50am] mellochocolat [ music | Let it Flow by Ryohei Yamamoto ] Last night I accidentally killed all the fishes in my mother's fish bowl. When I told her this morning - as it was very obvious to see that they were all dead - she was looking at me with her unhappy-but-bemused expression and I felt like a very very bad house cat as I stood there, telling her how I had killed them. Basically I had been told to give them fresh water - only - I hadn't known that there would be an accidental bit of soap - and the soap is quite strong - on of those clorox things? So in it all went and bye bye fishes... hehehehehehe~ X3 XD ok, I admit it, I mostly feel bad because for most of the night I was wondering "are they dead yet?" eyes sparkling in mirth, but I'm not telling my mother that - she'd be even more angry with me >.<;;;; paw paw... ah well, that's what you get for telling the house cat to go look after the fishies XP post comment

[07 Dec 2009|07:22pm] ohgoodnesssteph I wanted your hand, but you handed me your arm I wanted your heart metaphorically speaking, but you ripped it out for me to hold post comment

SILVERBELL 2009 [07 Dec 2009|06:59pm] ohgoodnesssteph I know I'm a little bit late since you already have a date But i'll be sure to make your night shine if you ditch her to be mine. I have a big secret to tell.. I'd really love if you joined me at SilverBell. post comment

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